Nov 25, 2009

Tryna Find Better Dayz [Just A Thought/Poem]

Thinkin... Wondering... Wishing... Hoping...

Things have spun out of my control. I'm searching for answers but what are the questions Looking for reasons but no explainations... I keep thinkin... A change is gonna come... I keep wondering... when that day will be... Tryna wait patiently wishing those days would come soon enuff so I wont have to worry and everything will be alright... There's always hope

I'm Leaving..... I'm Running....... I'm Distancing myself....... I'm lost.....

Things seem so faraway but not outta sight. I wont give up the fight. So I'll focus on Today instead of Tomorrow Cuz Today brings Tomorrow.... I'm leaving cuz If I dont I'll never get there and staying here is too much to bare. I'm running...Cuz I cant let what I'm lookin for slip away and bcuz I cant wait another day. I'm distancing myself cuz I dont wanna see hurt, I dont wanna see rejection or me letting myself down ...Distancing myself from all the negativity, all those surrounding me that I dont need. I'm lost... Tryna find my way... Tryna find YOU... Tryna find what I've been looking for... Tryna find where I wanna be... Tryna find...............

...Better days
I wonder what I'll do if I'm staring "What I've waited so long for" in the face
What would I say.... How would it react?
I'm back to thinking.... until the thoughts fade away


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