End of January 2010 Reflection

I know I haven't blogged in a while... idk blogging just aint the same anymore... sometimes it just seems pointless to blog anything when people wouldn't take the time to read and give feedback to what I'm blogging about... so I guess I just post the simple & quick posts that I know will get looked at and not care for feedback cause it isn't anything special from me. Other times I'm back at not caring who's looking and reading the posts... cuz this is my place to express what I want and to show things that I want shown and if it so happens that someone's reading or checking out something on my site and give feedback that is appreciated. Blogging is something I definitely enjoy and i hope to be able to bring more of my poetry, music, performances in the future.... so on to what this blog post was suppose to be about.

1 month on the way out the door of 2010.... damn how time flies!! Didn't the New Year just start. Cant complain much at the way things are going. Things are looking up. January wasnt too bad. Though I wish I was starting another semester at St. John's like I'm suppose to have been but i gotta go with the cards I've been dealt. School will come at a later time. Right now its about making the moves needed to get me back where I need to be.

Things I look forward to in February - My 21st Bday another year here plus another step closer to where i wanna be & of course Black History Month!

Video: Keri Hilson - Change Me ft Akon

FINALLY!... Keri Hilson releases a video for my favorite joint on her album. "Change Me" it features Akon & this serves as the album's 7th Single... In A Perfect World is in stores now.

Happy MLK Day

Common ft Will.I.Am - I Have A Dream

RIP Aaliyah (1979 - 2001)

I hate when people sit and say things and have no idea what the hell they’re talking about… ok Aaliyah was a great artist and her career was getting even better but for people to say “oh some artist wouldn’t be what they are if Aaliyah was still here” and to say where Aaliyah’s career would be now if she was still here and all those other predictions when in reality YOU WOULDN’T KNOW! the answers… its kinda sad… maybe she would be running the game… maybe she wouldn’t. all that matters is… is that she would still be making good music and giving us more of what she loved to do!

but she’s gone… so we’ll never know… =(

RIP Aaliyah Dana Haughton

1979 - 2001

She would have been 31 today

Video: Alicia Keys - Unthinkable (I'm Ready) AOL Session

Alicia Keys performing "Unthinkable (I'm Ready)" for AOL Sessions

Video: Omarion - Speedin'

Omarion's 3rd single Speedin' [Official Video]

Ollusion In Stores Jan 12th

Blog Update

It is definitely too much work trying to post all the leaked music of the day EVERYDAY.... so yeah I don't know how or if I'm going to continue to do so... I've kinda been back & forth feeling like giving up blogging and just not doing this blog anymore... but then again THIS is the only place for where anyone is gonna catch an exclusive song or video from me... whenever that happens.

Random Thought of The Day (1/5)

Mood: Contemplative, In Deep Thought

Song Playing: no song

Random Thoughts: Back at square one with music... or so it seems. 2010 is starting off kinda good, I may finally return to the studio to record some music (as my producer says). But its been a long time and the songs I've done or were in the process of completing, I don't know if I wanna do anymore. So do I start over with and pull in a whole new set of songs?... how will going back to work with my producers work this time... a lot of decisions to make... a lot of work to get done... i still haven't figured out the direction I wanna go in... guess I'll figure it out when we talk it out

Currently: thinkin bout the next move

Plans for 2moro: Continue grinding...

Today In Music [Jan 05th Leaks]

Usher - Foolin Around
Lauren Evans - 11th Hour
Lil Scrappy - She Can Get It
Novel - Caffeine & Cigarettes
Shawn Desman - Lullaby

Just thought you should know

There's something on my mind and I just can't shake these thoughts as I sit here thinking about what I've done. Having see and reconnecting with some old friends... It just makes me wonder was a specific message directed towards me. I mean time has changed and everyone has grown and gone in different directions. For me it's nice to catch up and see what everybodys up to and hows everyone been but my intentions aren't to come back into your life and try to start something up or anything. Maybe I've hurt you or done you wrong or however way you feel about me now but that was years ago. Especially a time where I didn't know and that person is long gone. You shall remain an Ex and we shall continue on with our lives... Just thought you should know

Sent from my iPhone

Video: Trey Songz - Say Aah ft Fabolous

Full Video for Trey Songz latest single Say Aah ft Fabolous

Ready In Stores Now

Today In Music [Jan 04th Leaks]

Usher - Lil Freak ft Nicki Minaj (CDQ Version)
Keri Hilson - Get Ur Money Up (rmx) ft Keyshia Cole & Nicki Minaj
Dru Hill - Love MD
Omarion - Speedin'
Kat Deluna - Push Push
Ke$ha - Animal (Bonus tracks)

Random Thought of The Day (1/1)

Mood: Tired but just waking up from a nap

Song Playing: I Feel Good by Mary J. Blige

Random Thoughts: 2010 is here. I'm ready to get this year off to a better start than last year! Though it never feels like a new year for me officially until Feb 1st (my bday)... this period of time always feels like the time I need to myself. I feel like I need to take this time and be reflective and contemplative without contact from anyone.... So I think about letting my phone go off for a while and being online less... to get focused on me!... who knows what I'll do... its just a thought.... as I think about where I'm headed in my future

Currently: just waking up from a nap... yeah ima be up for a while

Plans for 2moro: Continue grinding...